Speaking of blessings,  I am so incredibally blessed everyday to have Will in my life.  He has been so wonderful through all of this and I realized (again),  last night as I said my prayers, I simply could not and would not want to go through this with out him.  He is absolutley selfless, 100% interested and a part of this, and I love him more and more each day!  It may be the hormones, but if it is, they have us both elated!

As I take a long look at all of our blessings,  financial, health, family, and relationships,  I feel so unworthy yet humbled.  I am so excited for Carter to be a part of our family and though scared, I can't wait  for him to enter in and change our lives forever!